19:20
Extremely tired. Haven't been sleeping, the pain keeps me awake. My motor co-ordination has been dreadful today and I have been shaking quite badly, quite large amplitude shakes as well. My vision is now so blurred that I can barely read the computer screen, and my ears and neck and head hurt. I have also been feeling very sick and the IBS has been quite bad.
I have been feeling quite isolated and lonely and miserable today. I tried going out to celebrate Eric's birthday yesterday, but I managed one drink, then a coke, then I felt so queasy I had to come home. The pub wasn't even terribly busy. I found that quite depressing and almost humilaiting, to be unable to manage that.
My tooth still hurts and I am still having vivid dreams. I am also feeling the cold a lot and have lost my appetite.