14:59
Not been filling this one in because I'm giong through on of my "don't want to think about it" phases.Back has now gone into spasm, the pain is pretty much excrutiating. The painkillers - codeine and diclofenac sodium now - are not helping a great deal, and I'm getting rather queasy now too. Vision has been bad the last day or so, my head is very painful and I'm shaking. My motor co-ordination is appalling, I keep falling over, off and round things. I'm covered in bruises and scrapes and I'm feeling stressed and vulnerable and clingy. Every time I move something crunches, and while it used to be just my shoulders, now all my joints seem to be at it, and sometimes things in my pelvis and lower back crunch very loudly and obviously too. I'm having intermittent word trouble and am just not feeling particularly happy right now.